Be More Focussed Ruthie!

Deciding between a pub crawl and dinner with a Christian friend should be easy, but it's not.

On one hand you want to get to know more people and you think everyone else is making friends faster than you and you're panicking, so you want to go for the pub crawl. On the other hand you would like to spend the night having dinner with someone you like very much, don't know very well, and would like to get to know better.

It should be a pretty clear choice, but it took me half a day to make it, because I still like being popular and I still like doing what everyone else does.

It's not nice to feel yourself out of things.

But I'm slowly learning, and He is slowly teaching me, that to rise above mediocrity means being unafraid to be different. I'm learning to do what I really want to do and be unafraid of standing out. Who's going to follow you if you are following everyone else?

Hopefully, I will get to know the rest of them better sometime, but help me and teach me to listen to Your voice so that I don't misuse the time You've given me...