Thoughts

Went ice-skating tonight and although I fell so many times, the snow and the people whirling around me worked their magic and I tried to look up and focus on the snow and slip and slide my way around the circle. Reminded me of the days roller-blading on East Coast Beach, only much more slippery and much colder and less comfortable! However, I had a good time.

It was our first time, Sunny and I, and I was so impressed watching Sunny slide her way around the ice. She was unsteady on her feet but kept at it for two hours and by the end I thought she was really good for a beginner. I saw a determination in her I really admired. And she was smiling and enjoying herself so much even though she was imbalanced and would fall at times. She was so happy. And I was so blessed, just by being her friend.

This past week has been rather tough, and the days ahead look set to be tough as well. Work is piling up and there are so many things to do. Emotions threaten to overwhelm at times. Situations don't work out the way I want them to, and people won't behave the way I want them to. The waves seem to be crowding in thick and fast...

But nothing is under my control, and I am truly helpless. All I can do is look to You for help and direction and guidance. Capture me with Your grace.